Are everywhere.
No way to go incognito
No way to change the label
Theirsurname represents.
No alter egos
No fantasies to hide behind.
Contrast
Black and white, sour and sweet, good and bad
No microscope to examine little details
Only lumpiness forms and masses
The new age of dissonance begins
With rejection and judgment as its allies
No more sonnets or niceties
Only hate notes and whispered mockery
In a decade, maybe
This will all be forgotten
But for now
There can be no amity.
Only its opposite.
The greatest terror a child can have is that he is not loved, and the rejection he fears. I think everyone in this world…has felt rejection. And with rejection comes anger, and with anger some kind of crime guilt-and there is the story of mankind. To me rejection is in some way, shape or form of bullying. When one gets bullied he or she may feel rejection, anger and some form of guilt because they may feel like they were the main reason to why the bullier did not like him or her. I myself have been socially rejection numerous times. I felt like I was the black sheep or the outsider looking in. Everybody else had so many plans and I would ask them if I could join and they pretty much said no because nobody likes me and I just did not fit in. When I heard those words being said to me, my immediate response was to walk away and cry. I cried not only tears of anger but tears of being betrayed, hurt, and not important. As I grew older, I realized that I did not need too many people to hang out with because not everything is meant for me to do. I do not have to go out every weekend just to feel like one of the "girls" or like everybody else. I finally realized that I am a mature person who is an original and does not need anybody else to tell her that. So if somebody wants to reject me from their little hang out, then that is totally fine with me because I know who I am and if I want to feel good or go out, I do not need to do what the other girls do just to feel good about themselves.
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