Something I want you to know

Dear Mom,
   I just wanted you to know that I love you. Yes I know that I do not say that enough, well we both do not say that enough but I guess that it is a start. Even thought you and I both know that we love each other, I do not think that you show it enough because I am the only girl and I do not like getting into sports like my younger brothers do. Maybe it is because you are always working and we have to stay at grandmas house. I do not know why I never told you this before, but I aam telling you now because I do not want this grudge in my heart any more. I wish that you would know why I feel this way because I feel like this all of the time. I wish we can hang out more like we used to in the good old days. Well this is all for now. I love you mom and I want you to remember that
             -Your daughter
                         Marlayna <3

My idol

My idol would be my mom. My mom is not just any ordinary mom. She is caring and loving. She has strength, wisdom and respect. I think that my mom should be a person who gives great advise on life to teenagers who are struggling or are going down the wrong path. Every time one of my friends have a issue, rather it be a home, school, or just in life, my mom is always there for them. It seems like every time one of my friends come over they always end up opening up to her about their life and how they dislike it. By the end of the day when it is time for them to go home, to me they seem like a totally different person. My mom always told me to never give up on anything in life that I want, no matter how hard it is do not give up. Up until this very day I have never understood why she use to always tell me that. Now I see why, it seems like when she told me this, I think it means that no matter what I do in life, make the best out of it because I am only one person. I would like to think that my mom and I have a great mother daughter relationship. I say this because no matter what I do or how bad it was, she was and will always be there for me. She does not kick me when I am down because she can already tell that I have had a horrible day. It could be days like today when I do not feel good and she would just leave me alone because she knows how it feels to be sick. When my mom does not feel like talking to anybody, I always find a way to make her talk to me, even if she does not feel like it because I know that she would do the same for me. When other people see me out in public and ask "are you Michelle's daughter?" I would reply yes I am and they would say that I look and act just like her. I would not even know who the people were and they would come up to me. I hope when they ask me if I am her daughter that they are thinking good things of her when they see me because every time I see my mom, I always think of good things because she is just that great of a person, I mean no mother or anybody for that matter is perfect but in my eyes, I think my mom is. I guess what I am really trying to say here is that if I could ever be half the woman she is today, I would be honored to.

Home sweet Home

If I could live anywhere in the world, I would live in Savannah, GA. I would live there because I love living in the country but I do not know why because I was born and raised in the city. I would consider myself as being a country girl but with a city side. I love the big houses with the large backyards, nice sized ponds, weeping willow trees and things like that. I figure that if I become an OBGYN or an Massage Therapists I would be able to actually buy all of the land and rent it out for different parties or functions. I have always had this type of love for living in the southern states like Georgia, Louisiana, Alabama and Arkansas. Whenever I hear something exciting about the south I always imagine myself being there and enjoying the activities going on. I have been to a couple of the southern states like North and South Carolina and after I visited there I just knew that it was meant for me to live there when I got older because I just felt comfortable and at ease there. I feel like I am at home when I am down there. Honestly I would love to live anywhere in the south because that is just how much I love it down there. It feels like home sweet home.